The sky above Berlin..

Hallo ihr Lieben!

So, yesterday we went to watch the apartment.. it was not so bad, just.. there were too much things to do, to repair, and they needs money, that we don´t have. So we won´t move out.. we´ll stay here in our small room.. unfortunately. Naja, it´s not so important. Important is that my Mom tomorrow arrives!!! Yuppi!! She already told me, she bought so much things to eat from Italy! So delicious!!! so happy.. Naja, now i go again in the bed with my boyfriend, to hug a little bit.. In those days it´s so sunny.. and Berlin looks so beautiful! ♥ xoxo, Vero

Berlin Skyline at 7. 30 a.m. (25. 11. 2011)

Something lucky..

Hallo ihr Lieben!!

Yesterday was a really good day. Sunny, hot, fabulous! But the most nice thing was that i spend all the day with my boyfriend and we had a little bit of luck. It´s a while that we´re thinking to move out.. i mean here is nice, but it´s a 13/ 14 mq room.. for 2 persons, it´s a little bit small. But yes, here in Berlin it´s everything so complicated, you need lot of papers, and there are so many people that are searching for a room.. naja, till now i just found place in student hostel. But yesterday, yesterday we had luck. We went to his University, and just after the meal, just before to go out, we saw it.. an advertisament for a free apartment! We have already call and tomorrow we have an appointment to see it! It´s not too expencive, and we are among the first who called, so hopefully it will works.. i´m so excited...wish me good luck!!

Now we´ re sitting there.. he´s watching Football and i´m writing there and watching tattoos.. maybe i will do a new one for my birthday... don´t know :? Btw, i wish you have a nice evening, and a good rest of week ;) 22.40 --> V for Vendetta on tv!

xoxo, Vero

My nightmares are usually about losing you..

So yesterday night was a little bit shit.. i don´t know what happen to me, but i had not a good moon for sure. I was waiting for my boyfriend all the day " Yes honey, i will not come back too late as the last time" he said. Not like the last time, but later! at 2.30 a.m. people sleep normally if they have school the day after. He comes and ask me why i´m sleeping.. are you kidding me? I was already a little bit angry but when i discovered that he drunk after his promise " i won´t drink anymore" i was really nervous and we start to fight. The end? Me crying like a kid in bed and he screaming " affectionately" with me because i can´t trust him. I trust him, more than anyone else. It´s just he doesn´t understand that i´m scared. He leaves at 3.00 p.m and he comes back 10 hours later, and i don´t really know if he´s still ok, or drunk or if he comes back home. It could be everything happen.. At the end is everything ok, we clarified everything but btw, now i´m thinking.. maybe is too much? Maybe i´m too anxious? Don´t know.. i don´t REALLY know.. the only thing i´m sure about is i don´t wanna lose him. :( what should i do?

Maybe i love him too much.

--> now i´m going to buy for him my Christmas Gift. I have already found for my mom, i will give her next week. But for him.. I wanted to buy him the new blackberry phone, but i have not so much money so i´m thinking about something else - i won´t write there what it is ´cause sometimes he reads my blog :/ - and maybe a plant for my room ´cause the other one is dead T-T i´m thinking maybe bamboo.. it´s easy to treat and nice..^^ so have a nice day.. here in Berlin today is SUNNY!! So will be really perfect! bye!!! xoxo, Vero

and i'll learn your notes so that i have a clue
and i'll watch your films so i'll know them through and through
and i'll do the things that remind me of you
and i'll wash my hair in your shampoo
and i'll buy your perfume and spray it round my room
and i'll smoke your cigarettes so that i'm dying too

Dreaming about the Himalaya

Nepal ( boyfriend´s pict)
Na, good evening!! It was a little bit long i didn´t write something so here we are.. i have some free time, cause friends are by parents and my boyfriend is with some friends.. and me, well, winter is not my favorite season to go outside.. i prefer to stay all the day in the lovely warm of my room under the blankets. Unfortunately tomorrow is already Monday, so i have to stand up and go to school, gym and so on.. :/ Don´t really like it.. prefer to stay in the bed embraced in the arms of my boyfriend.. which girl doesn´t like it??!! btw, just one week and my mom will come there in Berlin to visit.. yuppi!! i´m so happy!! i don´t see her since last march ♥ a really long time.. and she will meet for the first time my bf -.-" hope it will work and won´t be emberassing. But i´m hopeful. For the rest, yes, always the same, the autumn is gone, here in Berlin was really beautiful should i say.. really warm colours and sun, but now winter is there.. maybe for Christmas we´re planning to take some holidays somewhere.. maybe an Europe city?? Have you some ideas where we could go?? Important: not Italy! Let me know ;) have a nice evening! Kiss xoxo, Vero
--> 22:18 Watching Harry Potter 1 after really long time!! =D

Classical of Beauty

In Koine Greek, beauty was thus associated with "being of one's hour." Thus, a ripe fruit (of its time) was considered beautiful, where as a young woman trying to appear older or an older woman trying to appear younger would not be considered beautiful.

Smile, is the most beautiful thing in the world.

Selfportraits in the deep..

ADELE - Rolling In The Deep

Waiting to go to school..

So yesterday was pretty funny. My friend moved to me for a cupple of days, she brought me flowers for the ospitality. we took a walk along the river, and sit in a pub talking and talking. At the end we went to a birthday party in a shisha bar of a friend of her, but we were tired so not so long.. and then in the evening in our beds we just talked talked and talked.. was really nice.. btw today are -3!!! and i will see my sanjay again! i can´t wait!! have a nice day i have to go to school ;) xoxo, Vero

{heiße Vanilla Chai Latte mit Sahne & Zimt via Cityglamblog}