Bye 2011, Welcome 2012

So, finally is this year over, and i´m waiting for the count down. This is the last post of this year. This evening i´m going to drinking in Brandeburg Gate with friends and my soon husband and after maybe in a club, little bit dance. What are you going to do this evening?? So the last thing i want to write you is:: leave the Problems and stupid thoughts in 2011!! Have an happy new year!!


kiss the boy you love on december 31st from 11:59pm to 12:01am.
so you have a great ending to 2011 and an amazing beginning for 2012.
( picture and quote from City glam Blog)

happy happy happy!!!!

Hallo ihr süße!!
I have a REALLY IMPORTANT NEW!!!
I´m so happy but nervous.. in this small box hides all my new life..
and the new is..
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I´M GETTING MARRIED!!!
:D
On 6th January 2012, in Kopenhagen!!!! I´m so happy!! I will be for always of him!! I can´t speak anyother words because i´m just jumping for happiness! One of the most important moments in my life!! ♥ I´m so nervous but in the same moment so happy! We will be together! I´m going to watch a little bit tv, i have so much things to think about, make up, hair, shoes, DRESS!!! Oh god Oh god Oh god!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!! xoxo, Vero

A late Merry Christmas!!

Hallo Ihr Lieben!!
I hope you had a nice christmas.. mine was really pretty, but busy! On Friday i had a Birthday party.. i loved it, it was really funny, we danced and eated till morning. At the end i was so tired! ;) This is a sweet pict of me and Sanjay eating the cake. Strawberries and whipped cream.. yummi!!!
On Sunday/ Christmas we eated by a friend tipical german dish.
on the way to our friends ( red on Christmas brings luck!)
we spend the evening talking and watching the triology of Sissi.. so romantic!






It´ s a really sweet movie.. and when you see it with your boyfriend it´s really something special.
On monday i was to a party of some parents.. just a little boy of 9 months eats his first spoonful of rice.. he was so sweet!! Really puffy! That was for me this evening, now i´m going to watch Grey´s Anatomy. You will read of me in short time. I have really good news.. i´m just waiting for something more precise. Have a nice evening.. ;)
xoxo, Vero

Nothing to do

Hallo ihr Lieben!!

So, sorry if i´m writing not so much, but it´ s not happening really much.. i´m just staying at home, doing nothing at all.. this evening i saw tv and now i think i will go in bed.. news.. on wednesday i was by a friend.. had a party ´cause she takes out her dental appliance, and i met some nice people from Italy. It´s always nice when you meet people from your country ^^ Btw, i have a FANTASTIC new.. but i wanna write it down just when i will have more details.. so i whish you a nice evening.. i´m going to watch a movie while i´m waiting for my boyfriend to come home.. bye!! xoxo, Vero

18.12.2011 --> The weather is shit, so i give you a reason to remember at the summer..

Christmas in the air..

So.. time for Christmas!!! I had on Saturday my Test.. it went well!! Was not so difficult.. but i have to wait till 6/ 8 weeks for the result.. Saturday night a little party.. yesterday i was by a friend and cooked Christmas cakes.. was really funny! And the cakes were really delicious!! ;)
That´s me decorating the heart cake for my boyfriend.. we have some problems at the moment and i´ m really nervous but i´m hoping it will be better.. what should i do?? Btw tomorrow i have to go in some Offices to ask some papers, and searching work.. hope I will found it.. Well i wish you a nice evening i will watch a movie.. xoxo Vero

Bad day.. ( quick post)

Do you know when you have a really bad day??
Well, today i have one.. but really really bad bad bad bad..
Why??
  1. Tomorrow i have the german test ( i´m nervous)
  2. I don´t know anymore if i really want to go in university ( always the same question)
  3. Maybe i´m loosing THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE ( no no no no!!)
  4. Maybe i will have to do the most important decision in my life ( i don´t wanna do it!)
  5. the weather doesn´t help me
Good notes:
  1. Soon i will meet with my friends and i can speak about the problem with them..
SHIT DAY.. ISN´T IT??!!
Hope your day is working better than mine
xoxo, a depressed Vero

New Bag, New Diary

Hi hunnies!!! Here i can present you my advanced Christmas present from my boyfriend!! My new bag.. love it!! And my absolutely new purchase of today: new diary for 2012!! i like really much they are both beautiful, and i´m in love with them<3

Bag: Zara Diary: Paperblanks -KaDeWe.

Ordinary Day--> Today i had school, and after i had to book a new course for exam preparation that will start in January.. but i became an heart attack when i saw the price: 380,- € for 6 weeks school?? WTF??!! My money are gone.. It´s just because i have to do this exam, that it´s pretty difficult, or i wouldn´t do this course.. just F**CK! ( sorry for words) i worked just to pay this course
-.-" nice..
btw, after i went out with my boyfriend and some friends to drink a cupple of coffee and to eat sushi!! Finally after months i eated sushi!! and Miso soup..SOOO LECKER!!! yummi yummi.. =^-^= so now some have to do some school homeworks and sleep!!! have a nice evening!! xoxo, Vero

ps: i leave you with a new song on my playlist, really famous, but really beautiful ;)
Phil Collins- You´ ll be in my heart

PS::: MOST IMPORTANT THING TODAY!!! I FORGOT IT!!! DOOF BIN ICH!!!
TODAY ARE 6 MONTHS WITH MY BOYFRIEND!!!! <3

My little Christmas story ♥

Hallo!!! So my mom and brother were last week here in Berlin.. we had really much fun.. we visited a little bit the city, i recived a lot of presents ( most tipical italian dishes) but most important part:: REALLY MUCH FUN!! Now i start again the school.. next week i will have a Text, hopefully it will work! Here i post some pictures of those four days.. have a nice evening! xoxo Vero

Brother´s quote:
" I want to see my sister"
O-O
My brother says that???? WOOOW!!!
First and last time i will hear it! I have to remember it!
Left: With my brother Right: With boyfriend
( Sorry for the quality of pictures, but it´s Mom´s Blackberry phone)
With bro on the roof of the Panorama City View build
with Mom in Alexa
Breakfast with cheese- cherry cake and hot chocolate & Levi´s ads

The sky above Berlin..

Hallo ihr Lieben!
So, yesterday we went to watch the apartment.. it was not so bad, just.. there were too much things to do, to repair, and they needs money, that we don´t have. So we won´t move out.. we´ll stay here in our small room.. unfortunately. Naja, it´s not so important. Important is that my Mom tomorrow arrives!!! Yuppi!! She already told me, she bought so much things to eat from Italy! So delicious!!! so happy.. Naja, now i go again in the bed with my boyfriend, to hug a little bit.. In those days it´s so sunny.. and Berlin looks so beautiful! ♥ xoxo, Vero
Berlin Skyline at 7. 30 a.m. (25. 11. 2011)

Something lucky..

Hallo ihr Lieben!!
Yesterday was a really good day. Sunny, hot, fabulous! But the most nice thing was that i spend all the day with my boyfriend and we had a little bit of luck. It´s a while that we´re thinking to move out.. i mean here is nice, but it´s a 13/ 14 mq room.. for 2 persons, it´s a little bit small. But yes, here in Berlin it´s everything so complicated, you need lot of papers, and there are so many people that are searching for a room.. naja, till now i just found place in student hostel. But yesterday, yesterday we had luck. We went to his University, and just after the meal, just before to go out, we saw it.. an advertisament for a free apartment! We have already call and tomorrow we have an appointment to see it! It´s not too expencive, and we are among the first who called, so hopefully it will works.. i´m so excited...wish me good luck!!
Now we´ re sitting there.. he´s watching Football and i´m writing there and watching tattoos.. maybe i will do a new one for my birthday... don´t know :? Btw, i wish you have a nice evening, and a good rest of week ;) 22.40 --> V for Vendetta on tv!
xoxo, Vero

My nightmares are usually about losing you..

So yesterday night was a little bit shit.. i don´t know what happen to me, but i had not a good moon for sure. I was waiting for my boyfriend all the day " Yes honey, i will not come back too late as the last time" he said. Not like the last time, but later! at 2.30 a.m. people sleep normally if they have school the day after. He comes and ask me why i´m sleeping.. are you kidding me? I was already a little bit angry but when i discovered that he drunk after his promise " i won´t drink anymore" i was really nervous and we start to fight. The end? Me crying like a kid in bed and he screaming " affectionately" with me because i can´t trust him. I trust him, more than anyone else. It´s just he doesn´t understand that i´m scared. He leaves at 3.00 p.m and he comes back 10 hours later, and i don´t really know if he´s still ok, or drunk or if he comes back home. It could be everything happen.. At the end is everything ok, we clarified everything but btw, now i´m thinking.. maybe is too much? Maybe i´m too anxious? Don´t know.. i don´t REALLY know.. the only thing i´m sure about is i don´t wanna lose him. :( what should i do?
Maybe i love him too much.
--> now i´m going to buy for him my Christmas Gift. I have already found for my mom, i will give her next week. But for him.. I wanted to buy him the new blackberry phone, but i have not so much money so i´m thinking about something else - i won´t write there what it is ´cause sometimes he reads my blog :/ - and maybe a plant for my room ´cause the other one is dead T-T i´m thinking maybe bamboo.. it´s easy to treat and nice..^^ so have a nice day.. here in Berlin today is SUNNY!! So will be really perfect! bye!!! xoxo, Vero
and i'll learn your notes so that i have a clue
and i'll watch your films so i'll know them through and through
and i'll do the things that remind me of you
and i'll wash my hair in your shampoo
and i'll buy your perfume and spray it round my room
and i'll smoke your cigarettes so that i'm dying too

Dreaming about the Himalaya

Nepal ( boyfriend´s pict)
Na, good evening!! It was a little bit long i didn´t write something so here we are.. i have some free time, cause friends are by parents and my boyfriend is with some friends.. and me, well, winter is not my favorite season to go outside.. i prefer to stay all the day in the lovely warm of my room under the blankets. Unfortunately tomorrow is already Monday, so i have to stand up and go to school, gym and so on.. :/ Don´t really like it.. prefer to stay in the bed embraced in the arms of my boyfriend.. which girl doesn´t like it??!! btw, just one week and my mom will come there in Berlin to visit.. yuppi!! i´m so happy!! i don´t see her since last march ♥ a really long time.. and she will meet for the first time my bf -.-" hope it will work and won´t be emberassing. But i´m hopeful. For the rest, yes, always the same, the autumn is gone, here in Berlin was really beautiful should i say.. really warm colours and sun, but now winter is there.. maybe for Christmas we´re planning to take some holidays somewhere.. maybe an Europe city?? Have you some ideas where we could go?? Important: not Italy! Let me know ;) have a nice evening!
Kiss xoxo, Vero

--> 22:18 Watching Harry Potter 1 after really long time!! =D

Classical of Beauty

In Koine Greek, beauty was thus associated with "being of one's hour." Thus, a ripe fruit (of its time) was considered beautiful, where as a young woman trying to appear older or an older woman trying to appear younger would not be considered beautiful.

Smile, is the most beautiful thing in the world.

Waiting to go to school..

So yesterday was pretty funny. My friend moved to me for a cupple of days, she brought me flowers for the ospitality. we took a walk along the river, and sit in a pub talking and talking. At the end we went to a birthday party in a shisha bar of a friend of her, but we were tired so not so long.. and then in the evening in our beds we just talked talked and talked.. was really nice.. btw today are -3!!! and i will see my sanjay again! i can´t wait!! have a nice day i have to go to school ;) xoxo, Vero
{heiße Vanilla Chai Latte mit Sahne & Zimt via Cityglamblog}

this is Halloween this is Hallowen..

I´m not going to celebrate Halloween as everyone in the whole world.. just cause it´s not a part of my culture..even if " Nightmare before Christmas" was one of my favorite movies when i was a child. i´m just going out with a friend in theather.. and now i´m waiting for her, drinking a cup of green tea.. btw..

HAPPY HALLOWEEN TO EVERYONE
and have a nice evening.. ;) xoxo Vero


ps:i coloured my hair today in koffee brown, cause before i had 100 tones of brown. im pretty happy about the result.. now i look natural.. like it..^^

feelings are true as your heart..

Do you know when you miss a person, and you are waiting for the day of his return, but this day never comes? Do you know this feeling?
I discovered it in this last month, and it´s not one of my favorites.. this desire to cry, this nervousness in the stomach, a felling that something is wrong. And the days don´t flow, they seem al the same, you don´t wanna do nothing. You just desire that another day flows away, to mark another less on the calendar. And your thoughts just on this person. The head always busy. Sad, maybe a little bit anxious, but this is a side of love as well. And love is the most beautiful thing that you have. And the time flows away. And this day will be there, even if they will seem years to us. And i´m waiting. I´m waiting for this 4th november that will be there soon, but to me seems so far away. And i´m still counting the days.
--> In these days i was shopping by Gina Tricot ( finally in Berlin as well, i´m waiting now for Primark) i bought some t-shirts, pullover for winter and some lingeries ;P
I would like to take a pict of what i bought, but sadly my boyfriend tooks my camera for his travel to Nepal, and i will have it back just on 4th Nov. so, i can´t take any pict. I bought some shoes from Weekday as well, but then i came home and decide that they were beautiful, but not for me, not exactly my style, so just bring it back today. Gott sei dank, i took my money back. ^^ Tonight i´m gonna watching a Disney movie with my cup of green tea ( i laugh a little bit and they are easy to find on youtube) but don´t know which one.. maybe some ideas?
xoxo, Vero